Haunting Memories

I visited my childhood home this evening; it was foreclosed in August 2005. I haven’t passed by that area since then. During 2003-04 after their divorce, my father found out me, my mother and brother were moving apartments month to month, almost homeless. He gave us the house for the sake of his children. He moved out while the three of us moved in on Dec 2004. And my disgusting-sorry-excuse-of-a-mother treated that home like a hotel. She has never paid any amount of the mortgage and destroyed my father’s credit (the house title was still under his name). I lost my home in 8 months after years my father worked hard to maintain it since 1995. This event, migrating with my mother among strangers and the stress she inflicted upon this family. A demon of depression inhabited in me, due to negligence; lack of care & love from her. It was probably one of the worst experiences of my life. It haunts me. I called CPS to arrange custody to live with my father after the foreclosure. 

I’m 24, almost a college graduate. I lost over 50 lbs. I have God in my life. My life has improved miraculously. Almost 9 years later and today in a beautiful afternoon, decide to pass by my little blue house out of bizarre curiosity. The red door looks completely beaten and rusted. My father bought these two bronze house numbers once we moved in. The number 2 is missing. There are absent blinds by the windows. It is completely inhabitable. I desperately wanted to peek my bedroom window behind the house, but I couldn’t. I teared a little. No, I kinda let out a big cry. I learn from these horrific events. If God ever blesses me with children, I’ll be damned if I ever let them go through all this. 

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It is now the weekend for me. My feelings for school right now. 

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Yankees pitcher Pineda ejected for foreign substance
ESPN: New York Yankees starting pitcher Michael Pineda was ejected from a game against the Boston Red Sox for having a foreign substance on his neck Wednesday night.
Pineda confirmed the substance was pine tar, saying “It won’t happen again.”
Photo: Yankees starter Michael Pineda walks off the mound after being ejected at Fenway Park. (Elise Amendola / AP Photo)

breakingnews:

Yankees pitcher Pineda ejected for foreign substance

ESPNNew York Yankees starting pitcher Michael Pineda was ejected from a game against the Boston Red Sox for having a foreign substance on his neck Wednesday night.

Pineda confirmed the substance was pine tar, saying “It won’t happen again.”

Photo: Yankees starter Michael Pineda walks off the mound after being ejected at Fenway Park. (Elise Amendola / AP Photo)

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Subway ticket machine in Moscow accepts 30 squats as its payment.

I’d rather pay.

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Subway ticket machine in Moscow accepts 30 squats as its payment.

I’d rather pay.

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Jason Momoa appreciation post.  6 feet 4 inches of pure luciousness.

And that eyebrow scar.  Yes please.

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Various sources…my edits, but not my pictures.  

Benchpress me drop me like a barbell choke me out

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NOTHING BETTER THAN SHOWERING AND PUTTING ON A BIG TSHIRT AND GETTING INTO BED WITH CLEAN SHEETS LITERALLY NOTHING DON’T FIGHT ME ON THIS

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Cast of Quentin Tarantino’s “The Hateful Eight” live read

(l-r: back row) Kurt Russell, Dana Gourrier, Zoe Bell, Tim Roth, Quentin Tarantino, Michael Madsen, Bruce Dern, Samuel L. Jackson, James Parks, Walton Goggins

(middle row) Denis Menochet, Amber Tamblyn, James Remar

(laying on his elbow) Elvis Mitchell

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why the seven hells is jaime lannister holding a coffee cup?